http://www.hallmark.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/article1000110051/HallmarkSite/hoops%26yoyohome/CC_HYY_SERIES_7
hahas..hey ppppl go n see this link!! its so retarded!! hhaas..so funny!!
*laughs n rolls n cant stop laughin.

hahahahahahahahahas..
ok if ure not tt mad u may not find it tt funny.
hahahs..
okok enough of the sound effects..
yeah this week of sch has been ok..nt tt tiring but bio lecture was really really boring yest..talked bout the microscope..(jon u shuld know this:) yeah n im kinda sad our ah prayer meeting stopped this wk..ruhh..was so happy when we did it last wk..n tmr im gonna mt my senior class christians n discuss stuff. n pray!! we're gonna make a difference in vj tog! n we need so much of YOU GOD to come n send revival n awaken our hearts!!
woooo!.
n i wanna join musicfest..its a talentime thingy in VJ..joinin with jo n hopefully, if god allows, we wud get in n sing n play the piano for God n use it touch lives. wanna sing "Why" by Nicole Nordeman again..but heard fm my fren tt hafta sing 4 songs for 4 diff auditions..mann..
oh ppl please if u know any songs that r christian or nice tt is sung by a woman n is played with the piano pls let me know n link it or tell me!! i need it..i need songs tt r solely by piano n voice so jo can play it too..gonna call her ltr n discuss with her(;
k.anw really wanna thank god for being so so so so wonderful.love u.

9:26 PM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

again i run
i hide away.
i just cant seem to break from my chains.
i cant face this new world on my own.
seems like ive been bron again.
like taking the first step.
im scared, im tired,
i need you by my side.
i want you to hold my hand
never let it go.
please be the air i breathe.
please show me how to live.




just started the first day of lesson yest..n my old fears come back..just discovered im quite afraid of trying new things..n quite cowardly? ruhh.
oh god please change tt..its quite hard for me to believe tt too smtimes..help me lord to really be bold n shine for u where im..even though i seem to b on diff wavelength..help me at least to reach out to those i can..


let the world see Jesus
let him shine in my life today
that all the world will know you like i do
let the world see Jesus
let him shine in my life today
that all will love you like i do


and i ll fall facedown.as your glory shines around.



i have to step out of my comfort zone and make a difference in peoples' lives..i have to be different.
its not as difficult as it seems..is it? or m i just making things seem worse..sigh.
lene n ginny have moved on..least faster den i have..n i m stuck in this rut.
screams.
i have to do it. i have to have faith. i have to rely on you. i have to.i dont wanna waste my time.



help me

12:47 PM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

the old has gone, the new has come!


was blog-hopping and seeing everyone talk about the new yr..
sets me thinking..was so caught up in myself last night, really apprehensive and fearful of this new year. scared about goin into vj and not meeting the mark, scared i wont study hard enough, scared ill be so intro and not talk to anyone, scared i wont be a good cell leader to my new sec one girls.
yaderyader, and the list goes on..
and then it struck me while reading char's blog. ( love u girl, its always encouraging reading ur blog! hugs n love u lots!) why should i worry or fret when i know i have GOD in me. N as the bible says: if GOD is for me, then who can be against me? and ive got so many lessons and stuff ive learnt fm last yr.
gosh, it seems weird to call it last year. sounds so unfamiliar.
yar anw..ive decided that i ll work much much harder.



am back from dinner. it was good..laksa was quite nice..pity there weren more veg..only broccoli..
had a good talk with michelle though..helped me clear up alot. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
yup. my mum just said it: NO more 2005. this year is a new year, and no matter how scared, how fearful or worried i am, i know i should not be. because
i know my GOD saved the day
and i know His word NEVER fails
and i know my GOD made a way for me
ITS GONNA BE ALL RIGHT!


new year resolutions :
1) BE MORE ORGANIZED
2) BE MORE HARDWORKING
3) BE MORE FOCUSED; AWAY WITH DISTRACTIONS!
4) PRAY MORE AND DRAW CLOSER TO GOD; TO GIVE HIM MY BEST IN EVERYTHING I DO
5) BE A BETTER SISTER AND DAUGHTER TO MY FAMILY
6) BE HEALTHIER AND LOSE WEIGHT!!!



i know its not gonna be an easy yr, i know its gonna be tough and challenging, i know i'm gonna fail in some areas and succeed in some, but through it all may it bring honour and glory to GOD.


i don't know what lies ahead.
this heart of mine ; afraid,
i fear. i fear.
but i know i have you by my side.
i'll fall face down again.
to you i'll live my life.
i don't wanna be away from you
yeah i don't wanna leave your side.
so, come.
hold my hand
come.
kiss my eyes, that i
may see the world thru your eyes.
that i
that i..



family is watching JUrassic Park 3. oh well i can borrow it and watch it some other time..
yeah i need to find a mentor. whom i can talk to, share my deepest, and pray and pray and pray.
i need to start the day with my Beloved, worshipping and talking to Him.


oh sweet Love of mine, never depart from me.
never tire of talking to me.
let your face shine on me
as i try my best to live for you.


i know i can never be perfect. i know i can never be beautiful.
but let your blood just wash me clean
and cover me .
that i may stand before the very throne of the Most High.


my heart really cries out Lord for you to wash me, and pour out your Spirit on me.
that i may really be a living testimony for you.
keep distractions out of the way Lord.
and if they come, let them draw me closer to you.

want to change my blogskin..but lazy. oh prob another day.
anw. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

5:18 PM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

shout it out (:

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all the brothers and sisters

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of old.

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credits.

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wonderful people

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